Monday, September 3, 2007

I Am Special--Emotions--About me.....


This blog has been written by me as a in one i am trying to open three different way of ma life, where it God's own creation but neglected by people.

I am me, and I am special. I celebrate the beauty called Life. I take small steps at a time.

Each day comes with it’s gifts. I open my arms to receive them. Am I not special?

I know God’s there to hold ma hand, to guide me. And I know for sure that I am special for her, at least.

I have no regrets about the pain she offers me, B’coz I know that this pain brings me closer to Her.

After all, I am her special child. I don’t know why

The world ignores ma pleas, I don’t know why, I am all alone.

I wonder, is this loneliness permanent? I yearn for friends just like you do.

Deep down my heart, I know, I am very special,

And god has special planes for me too. Wish you knew it too!....

Why are emotions so strong?
Why are they like a forceful ocean that they sweep you away…
to unknown shores?
Why is the strongest heart still weak amongst them?
Why do they burn, ache and torture the heart?
Why do they shower it with love and joy?
Why..do theses shades of emotions..
emerge as the greatest conqueres…as they
rule over you, me and the greatest of the kings?

I am a broken bow, an embodiment, a monument, a besieged land, a broken promise, a flightless bird, a lonely prince fallen from the height of fancy.. A withered flower from the grace of starry sky slithered in the rain and tempest of emotions, a nestling thrown out of nest…

Fallen short of a breathing space, Please contain! let me gasp, Please come near my window side, Gift me the music of empathy, And the last drip before I am called,

For I know not to go, for I came not by me. It’s not because some one is waiting, but I am waiting. Just like a desert sucking the last drip of a wayward raindrop. And like a mirage which bears a offended reverie,

I am just another for comparison; just compare and drop!................................ Ritesh……..