Monday, October 15, 2007

Kyun... Faisla...

Kyun........

Kyun mere jazbaton ko koi nahi samjta,

Kyun mere pankhon ko koi udne ki ijazat nahi deta,

Kyun andheri raaton se bachana chahte hain sab mujhe,

Kyun koi mujhe akele apni rah par chalne nahi deta.


Meri nadaniyon ke vo lamhe kyun bar bar yaad dilaya jata hain,

Wo kali raatein kyun lamhe banakar bar bar samne laya jata hain,

Kyun mere maan mein uth rahe sailaab ki bhanak bhi nahi padti kisiko,

Kya meri jazbaton ki kadar nahi hai kisiko.


Apno ko apne dil ki baat to keh di,

Phir kyun meri dhadkane sunayi nai di unhe,

Meri chalakti palke kyun sehan nahi hoti mere apno se,

Aur agar ye ek sach hai to kyu nahi samjhte wo mujhe.

Meri raah to sirf maine pehchanta hoon,

Uspar chalna bhi bas maine janta hoon,

Tho kyun aaj rokke ja raha hai mujhe chalne se,

Beete lamhon ko adchane banakar,

Kyun layya ja raha mere raste mein.

Maine kisi se alag to nahi maine bhi udna chahta tha,

Apne khwabo ko akkikt mein dekna chahta tha,

Kisike khayalon mein kho jana chahta tha,

Par khwab aur asal mein antar kam hota hai,

Is antar ko pehchan na paya,

To kya maine gunhegaar ban gaya.

Aant kya hai in sawaalon ka,

Uttar kya hai in anchahe khayalon ka,

Kya kabhi koi mujhe samajh payega,

Kya is sawal ki samaj koi la payega.....




FAISLA.....

Apni hi rooh ki talash mein jalaa jaa raha hoon,

Badalte mausam main khud kho kose jaa raha hoon,

Yahi dhoop yahi chav kal bhi aaya karte thi,

Phir chav chhod maine dhoop mein kyun jayya karte thi.

Aaj phir din nikla phir raat aayi,

Kabhi khulla aasman to kabhi badlon ki ghata chayi,

Aaj fir chand aya hai falak pe,

Shayad isiliye sitaron ne apni doli hai sajayi.

Khamosh patto ki ye sarsrahat,

Kuch yaad dilaya karti hai,

Hanskar humein humari hi kahani sunakar,

Chali jaya karti hai.

Aisa lagta hai wo hans rahe hain hum par,

Par khush hoon ki unki khushiyon ka ehsaan to hai hum par,

Rona-dono Lena-dena mol-bhav to chalta rahega,

Par dukon ka ye manzar yahin nahi thamega.

Beete kal ko peeche chhod aye hain hum,

Vaha ki khushiyon ko bhi sath le aaye hain hum,

Kal kya hua, kal kya hoga,

Mujhe nahi nahi pata,

Aaj main jeena chahta hoon, aaj main ji kar rahunga,

Bas yahi hai mera FAISLA…..