Loneliness was a friend I pushed away from me…. Took her love to heart faded away,
Her love was false and so was she………. Failed to see the treachery that lay within,
Laughter was just like that of angels….. Now too it is so….
In a rashly crowd she left me alone… the bite of being alone to fight,
The hurt of the treachery that lay within…. The tear in the fabric of life,
Has put all ma entire life in strife… torn apart is now how ma life is a piece of paper,
Written on and rubbed out… hate is the supreme feeling that lay within,
Buried it deep…. But now it is there once again,
Life has nothing more left to gain….
REPENT..!!!!!!!,
Repent is all that I can do… falling in love was the worst thing I could do,
Known it now… knew it then too,
Blinded by love……a torn in two parts,
Slowly poisoned… left to root,
Like a cancer patient on a cot
SUICIDE..!!!!
Seems a sane thing to do… No other way I can see,
Left to go life sucks…. and so does she love has been hung,
Like a corpse on a tree.. Hung out for all to see,
Why the fuck did it have to be me?......... pastime is what I was,
Use and throw is what I was…
DISGUSTED..!!!!!
With the four letter word,
L.O.V.E.
As good as shit from a bird,
Makes me puke like a fucking surd,
Like having in me mouth a taste of spoilt curd,
REVENGE..!!!!!
This is what courses’ through me,
Hurting her is what I want to see,
Life has become a ball of shit,
Everyday she takes one more hit,
PAIN..!!!!!
This is what I want to inflict,
Make her taste this life called shit,
Leave her with a bad taste in her mouth,
Walk away and cover her with a shroud,
This I cannot do, what ever I may try, how ever hate I feel…..
How ever shitty I feel…. This I cannot under stand…..
Why do I still having feels for her still… why cant I see tears in her eye still… why cant I put her though any kind of pain…. Through this feeling I have nothing left to gain…
Life was nothing but a gravy train… left the station and me standing in the rain… ma tears mingle with the rain… unknown to all I feel ma pain
A Pain Writer
By Ritesh Kotian ...
