The glass is shattered ….. Broken with thousands of tiny small pieces
with thousand of tiny pieces scattered in all the directions and all of them showing me ma own reflection……
the truth around me and within me………….
but still ma kohl smudged and tear filled eyes fail to accept that……..
I knew from the first day that your love was not mine…. I knew from the first day that your feelings were not mine…..
Still I did not caution ma self and got carried away in ma self generated feelings of love for u…
today once again I faced the truth trying to tell ma self in a strong voice that u never loved me…
the way I though u did …………u lost your love in your life’s journey and found a little solace in me for sometime…
I mistook that for love……….but it was just fulfilling a need for u nothing more than that…..
Now once again you have found your lost love back….that I have realized what was ma place in your life…. I will still not be able to leave you or love you less
But please help me…to save ma own little world inside me…
Its breaking ……..and I am scared this will take away everything from me…..
I wish u a beautiful life ahead full of love with the one you love…. But please for the one last time I ask for your help…
Don’t deny same as what u done before to me…
Just for the sake of ma love for u………
I am not asking you to give yourself to me……but please in this hour of need
Please don’t turn ur back…please don’t be so heartless and merciless…
You know it’s…..only u who can save me now……
